Back in 2011 I had my first mammogram scare. My midwife at the time suggested I start getting mammograms early because of family history. In 2011, during what I expected nothing on my exam, they found a lump in my right breast. I had been having pain there but really hadn’t thought much of it. I’ve shared the nightmare I went though with my midwife and the diagnostic center. I am happy that I now use a nicer diagnostic center and have a new doctor.
This year I went for my yearly mamo and ultrasound. I now get them together since it’s easier and I have dense breast tissue. I assumed, nothing would be different. A few weeks passed and my mammogram paper work came back saying I needed an ultrasound. I laughed as I had it done the same day as the mamo and they knew that. I wrote it off in my mind that the ultrasound paperwork would be in the mail in the next day or two telling me I was clear and would see them next year. It never came. I finally called my doctor’s office and was told they were just about to call me. It seems something different was going on in my breasts and I needed to have more testing done. This all ended up leading me to the Smilow Cancer Center at Yale. Which , I confess scared me.
I am grateful for the way they doing things. First they uploaded my images and had their diagnostic tech look them over. This step saved me from having unneccessary testing my doctor thought I should have. I got a phone call that the testing planned didn’t need to be done. I was relieved, and exhaled on the phone. Then I was told I needed to come in and see one of the surgeons. The anxiety came flooding back.
I have to say the Breast Center at the Smilow center is beautiful. The whole cancer center is beautiful. I had become familiar with the healing garden that was just across from the children’s hospital when my grandson was at Yale. The staff at the breast center was even more amazing. The only thing upsetting was the fact that they gave me a hospital bracelet when I checked in. I guess in my mind I assumed it was just a doctor visit. No need to have a hospital bracelet. This somehow made it all to real. My anxiety came back again. Breath in….breath out.
The surgeon I saw was extremely nice and was willing to explain everything after he found out I wasn’t even sure what was going on and why I was there. It seems my doctor and the diagnostic center were worried about some cysts. All of which the surgeon explained were simply the result in hormone changes in my body that are normal. What he was concerned about was the lump that was found in 2011. It’s not a cyst. My mind then began focusing on the Black Cohosh study that was posted on the wall behind him. I kept thinking I should have stayed on it longer darn it. My brain began thinking of a bunch of other things I should have done. I was “should-ing” all over myself.
He went on to say that he isn’t into doing anything invasive and so since he had all my records and images since 2011 he felt that there was nothing we should do. The lump had not changed at all in the years it had been there. He explained why he would not remove it and why he would not biopsy it. He assured me it is not cancer but we would continue to watch it. If it changes we will discuss what to do then. For now there is nothing to do. Here’s where the big exhale came in.
I left feeling happy and confident. The only problem now is how to get this sucker to stop hurting. The pain I get now and then is what I imagine it would be like to have a steak knife put into my breast and then have it twisted. I am told this pain is the result of the breast tissue swelling due to hormones. Lovely.
I’ve read things of what to do for healthy breasts. I’m very fond of Susan Weed’s teachings. So when my naturopath suggested dandelion oil to use for a breast massage I said , yep, that is what Susan Weed suggests.
Thing is there is not one health food store or herbal store around me that sells dandelion oil. I thought ok, I’ll make my own. Reading up on it it’s the flowers that are best but you can use the root or leaves. I call around again. Nobody seems to have dried dandelion flowers. I had no luck. It’s fall so going out to my lawn isn’t going to do it either. So I bought some dandelion root tea to sip and a bag of dandelion leaves and some almond oil and made my way home.
Making your own oil is really simple. I’ve made a few over the years and they always turn out really nice. Once you have your oil you can add a little beesewax and you have a salve.
What you need is a glass jar with a good lid. What ever herb you are going to make oil from. Fresh is best but I found sometimes dried is better as there is less water in the plant. Each plant is different so experiment with it. Then you will need an oil. You can use almond or olive oil. Play with that as well Just don’t use coconut oil as it tends to go solid in cool temps and never use canola or vegetable oil. Neither are healthy to eat so don’t use on your skin.
I am not giving amounts because the size of the jar and how much you want to make is the thing to play with. Make sure your jar is clean, then pack it full of the herb your making oil with. Don’t be afraid to really pack it full. Pour your oil in and with a chopstick or something like it, push around to make sure to get any air bubbles out. This helps to use all of the herbs and prevent mold. Fill with more oil if need. Your jar should be filled totally with oil and herbs. No air bubbles. Put the lid on and it put it in on a shelf away from direct heat or sunlight. I write on the lid the date I made the oil. Six weeks later, strain off the herbs and collect the oil in another clean jar and you are all set to use for massage. You can add your favorite essential oils to give it a nice scent.
I am eagerly awaiting for my dandelion leaf oil to be ready. In the mean time the pain in my breast acted up and I went online and found a little shop on Etsy and bought some dandelion flower oil from a woman in NC who does all organic oils. I am pretty excited to get that oil and I was told it has shipped. I’ll use that till my oil is ready.
It really is that easy. Dandelion oil is not only good for breast tissue and helping with the cysts and lumps some of us ladies get , it is also good for sore muscles, achy joints and I read some folks find relief with gout. A massage with dandelion oil is said to help release stored emotions and ease the body when stressed.
Ready to make your own oil? What kind are you making?
Until next time!